I honestly dont know how long I can deal with this shit….. How can he just tell me one thing then do another…..Everytime…
Everyday things that I go through. That people dont really know about. Things that I keep a secret from people looking in. My joys, my faults, my ..... life. I do not promote self harm or any other thing i write about.Ask me anything
No matter how much I say that “I’m Fine.” Theres always something wrong me….
i never…..ever can let myself fall in love with anyone. Not anymore…. No matter how badly I want to give myself to them… I just cant…. Because I’ll get hurt. I always do…. ALWAYS…. I dont want to give anyone my full trust…. Or my whole heart. It’ll always go wrong.ow how I can live like this. But it kills me everyday…. Because they want me… fully but I cant…
When i look at myself in the mirror… It speaks to me. It fucwith my head.
Your a waste.
It says this….. the longer I look in the mirror…. The louder it gets until its all I hear. Til it clouds my judgement….
What do I do?